All Of The Things That Made Me Happy This Week

Hi, loves!

I’ve been feeling super anxious, stressed and a little bit down in the dumps recently, and it’s a feeling I just haven’t been able to shift. I’ve lost count of how many hours I’ve spent crying to Matt, and us both knowing that nothing can be done to make me feel better, the anxiety just has to pass. I feel like every time I write about dealing with anxiety or feeling stressed I need to write DISCLAIMER: MY LIFE IS STILL GREAT. It’s almost like I feel guilty for having anxiety, for feeling a bit crap when really I am so happy with my boyfriend, our families and friends, and I have a dang great life. No matter how bad my anxiety can sometimes feel, no matter how many panic attacks or tense moments I may have, I know there is good in every day. Sometimes changing my perspective on things can help keep my anxiety at bay, so I challenged myself to recording nine things each day that made me happy in the moment, and I challenge you to do the same too!

I’m so lucky that I have a platform to share my thoughts and feelings, and I choose to share those because I want to help other people. I wrote a post very similarly to this one here, and I received so many messages from people saying they loved it, and that it helped them in various ways. Knowing I’ve made someone smile, see a different perspective or that someone really related with what I wrote beats every ounce of judgement I feel against the topic of anxiety.

Saturday 4th May
– seeing how happy Matt was that I made him breakfast before he left for work
– an hour long yoga session
– I spent my morning writing and editing blog posts snuggled in bed, whilst the wind and rain hit off the window
– I fully hinched our room before Matt got home from work
– the smell of Method Wild Rhubarb all purpose cleaner
– Matt and I ran errands together
– we visited with my grandma for a while and she was so funny (she’s pretty poorly and sadly going blind, but she’s at that point where she just couldn’t care less what she says or how she says it. It’s fantastic)
– wearing my Birks
– at Aldi we picked up ‘big daddy’ steaks for dinner. They were so good
– we snuggled in to watch the NUFC match with a homemade pick n mix (let’s just not talk about the score)

Sunday 5th May
– Matt and I got to lay in for the first time in so long! We slept for ten and a half hours and boy did we need it
– we had the laziest morning
– I caught up on Jade Billington’s vlogs whilst getting ready, her videos always make me feel so motivated and happy
– we got to spend a few hours with Matt’s grandma and mum, some of my favourite people
– watching KUWTK whilst Matt was out for a run/in the bath post-run
– making/eating Diet Coke chicken
– relaxing with a face mask on (Lush’s Mask of Magnaminty if you’re wondering)
– we got to snuggle on the couch all evening watching Mary Poppins Returns
– Emily Blunt *insert all of the heart eyes emojis* she’s my ultimate girl crush

Monday 6th May
– waking up to Matt’s cute little face. This makes my day every day, ngl
– Swiss Miss hot chocolate
– we had ‘laptop club’ before Matt went to work. (Matt works and I work on the blog, it’s a fun way to get stuff done but still be together :))
– my mum and dad came home from a trip away with their friends and we got to catch up on our weekends
– I edited two blog posts and took photographs for them both
– a Lush bath
– finishing another good book
– picky tea (including the best flatbread pizza)
– we got to spend a few hours in the evening with Matt’s parents after barely seeing them recently

Tuesday 7th May
– I got to stay snuggled in bed for an extra 45 minutes after Matt left for work
– my hair styled perfectly straight
– the perfect tuna mayo sandwich
– my work day went so quickly
– how soft my Brandy Melville Newport jumper is. I’ve had it for years and it’s just so comfy and cosy
– Matt’s phone call to say he was on his way home
– snuggling up with bae
– Liverpool winning in the craziest match
– falling asleep to rainforest sounds (we play waves or rainforest sounds every night. It’s becoming an obsession to the point we’re genuinely considering taking one of our Echo Dots on holiday hahaha)

Wednesday 8th May
– Matt and I woke up to the sound of rain hitting so hard on the window. I love rainy days
– having a little extra time to edit my blog before getting ready
– Twining’s buttermint tea
– I got our food shop done for the rest of the week in less than twenty minutes before work
– planning my blog posts right up until we go on holiday in June!
– eating a Wispa Gold
– looking at our holiday countdown and reading all of the Trip Adivsor reviews on my lunch break
– when I finished work Matt and I went for a little shopping trip so I could get myself an early birthday present! I got the Inspire HR Fitbit and my first impressions are great: I’m so happy with it
– receiving the sweetest message about this post that went live today
– having a super cosy snuggly evening

Thursday 9th May
– we got to lay in for a little while
– my godmother called me as I was driving to work and we got to chat, catch up and get some plans in the diary for Matt and I to go see them
– having just enough Alpro almond milk left for my cereal
– coming home from work to the smell of dinner in the Crock Pot (thanks to Matthew making Spanish chicken for us. It was SO GOOD. We make it slightly different each time, but I listed a recipe way back in this post)
– getting fresh gel nails
– having a hot shower and getting into my comfies after a long day
– an idea I had for my blog. Keep your eyes peeled, I’m super excited about it
– getting my first badge on my Fitbit, lol!
– watching Ambulance with Matt and his parents

Friday 10th May
– Matt and I woke up a minute before our alarm went off (this literally makes me giddy hah)
– driving to/from work listening to the new episode of Chris & Rosie’s podcast, Sh*gged, Married, Annoyed
– eating Burger King for lunch with the girls at work
– receiving the cutest text from my cousin after she got a parcel! Matt and I sent her some goodies from The Body Shop and she was so happy it made me happy
– fresh bedding. I got us a new set from Amazon, although I definitely should have ironed it first LOL! I just need to pick up some fresh throw pillows to spruce it up a little
– Matt arriving home after the longest day
– knowing that a week today Matt and I will be at Ramside Hall celebrating my birthday
– Ed Sheeran’s new song with Justin Bieber

Saturday 11th May
– we went to pick up Matt’s new glasses and he looks SO HANDSOME in them (obviously)
– getting our grocery shop done in record time
– hinching our bedroom whilst Matt was at work
– wearing mom jeans
Savannah‘s Instagram story. I’m so close to booking flights for Matt and I to explore Manistee, her beautiful home town!!
– getting Matt some treats whilst I was out (I definitely bought him Percy Pig’s too knowing he’ll share them with me…)
– the sweetest lady in Boots giving great customer service
– using The Body Shop banana hair mask and having a little pamper evening. It’s the best
– snuggling up with Matt, eating sugar cookies and watching Brooklyn 99 after dinner

Now this brings us right up to today, Sunday 12th May. Today I made Matt breakfast in bed before he headed to work, and I’m just about to go to Homesense to pick up some new candles! I have a day of working on the blog planned, followed by yoga, a bubble bath and a cosy night at the Scotney household… I can’t wait! Do I feel better than I did when I began writing this last Saturday? YES. Do I have a fresh perspective on all of the wonderful things in my life? YES. Do I feel extra happy and grateful and blessed for the life I have? YES. Do I still feel a little bit anxious and stressed? YES. Life unfortunately isn’t about moderation; you can feel lots of things at one time, and that’s okay. I love this quote I came across on Instagram a few weeks ago, I think it sums up my thoughts/feelings perfectly:

Life isn’t about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.

-Vivian Greene

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed this post, and that it made you smile just a little bit. I hope you’re feeling good, and you too try to focus on the little things that make you happy more in the upcoming week! What has made you happy this past week?

-G x

TV Shows You Need In Your Life

Hi, loves!

Matt and I are forever looking for new shows, and when we love something we really go hard on the binge watching! *Cue getting snuggled up together with a huge cosy blanket and a bowl of popcorn* We loved Narcos and Peaky Blinders a lot, and we really thought we’d never find anything we’d enjoy as much! Recently we’ve watched a few things that we’ve not stopped talking about or recommending to others, and you know they’re the really good ones. I love getting an insight into what other people have been watching, and seeing what people recommend and why. There’s so many shows we want to watch next, but I think we’ll start watching House of Cards and Dead To Me – I’m sure if we love them they’ll be featured on the blog sometime!

After Life, Netflix
You’ll love this if you liked: … I don’t think anything compares
I’ve talked about this already in this post and this post, but I seriously can’t recommend it enough. I’m sure almost everyone has seen this by now, but if you haven’t it’s an incredible show. Written, produced and directed by Ricky Gervais, who also plays the lead character, Tony, the show follows what it’s really like to suffer with depression. Tony’s wife sadly passed away from breast cancer, and the six part series shows how his life is affected by this, and how he tries to find his new normal. It’s horribly sad but also very funny and light hearted in places; I laughed and cried throughout each episode. Ricky Gervais is currently writing season two and I know so many people are anticipating the next part of the story, we can’t wait!

Selling Sunset, Netflix
You’ll love this if you liked: The Hills, Million Dollar Listing
Okay so Matt wasn’t on board with this one, but I binge watched this one Sunday a few weeks ago when Matt was at work and I loved it. The girls are beautiful, bitchy and brilliant, it’s that same kind of trashy ‘reality’ TV that lots of girls in their early *cough* mid *cough* twenties will also love. Produced by the same guy who brought us The Hills, which was literally my favourite show growing up, it’s easy to see why I had a soft spot for this show. Chrishell is my favourite character by far, she’s so sweet and definitely seemed the most genuine out of all the girls. She’s the Lauren Conrad of the group, for sure! I’m pretty sure the storylines are completely fake, but it’s entertaining all the same, and you can bet if there’s another season I’ll binge watch that too!

Jack Ryan, Amazon Prime Video
You’ll love this if you liked: Narcos, Homeland
Hands down, the best show we’ve watched. Spoiler: it beats Narcos! The show is named after the lead character Jack Ryan – played by John Krasinski who I love – and the series follows his journey of being a CIA analyst who goes from sitting at a desk, to being front and centre with the criminals he’s been tracking. This show was one we could not predict; you know when you think you know what’s going to happen because it’s so obvious? No, it’s never what you think! Throughout the series, Jack is working as part of a team to stop an Islamic terrorist from following through with this devastating plans, and the story is gripping, emotional, sad and heartwarming all at the same time. There are some brutal scenes, but I promise it’s worth the tears you’ll shed. Matt has a new man crush on John, too! Season two is being filmed right now and I’m so excited – it’s a whole new story but I know it’s going to be just as good.

Our Planet, Netflix
You’ll love this if you liked: Planet Earth, Dynasties
Another incredible show by Sir David Attenborough, our national treasure. The shots throughout this season are incredibly beautiful; showcasing the most beautiful deserts to undersea worlds to rainforests and some of the incredible animals living on our planet. The show focuses very heavily on what the human race is doing to our planet – we’re literally destroying it in front of our eyes – and there are some distressing scenes. The walrus scene was heartbreaking, both Matt and I sat in silence for a good five minutes after that scene in complete shock (I was crying. Naturally). If you don’t already have the determination to do your bit to help save planet Earth, this will definitely give you it. You can also check out this post for some easy things you can start doing to help live a more sustainable lifestyle today.

Ambulance, BBC One
You’ll love this if you liked: Inside The Ambulance, 999 What’s Your Emergency?
Matt and I have watched this show since it first started and it’s one of our favourite ever shows, each season brings more joy! There have been seasons shot in Birmingham and Manchester, and even a spin off called Ambulance: Australia which was based in Melbourne, they’re all so good. You feel so close to all of the paramedics; they often share personal stories and you see their vulnerability and strength throughout each episode. The show is always based on one shift, and in a 12 hour window you get a very honest depiction of how things can be for our NHS paramedics. Emotions run high and I’d definitely recommend you grab a box of tissues before you sit down to watch, but I promise there are so many beautiful heart warming moments too! Forever grateful for our overworked and underpaid NHS, and so thankful for all that they do.

Brooklyn 99, Netflix
You’ll love this if you liked: The Office US, Parks & Recreation
This was one of those shows we stumbled across, and unbelievably we seemed to have missed all of the hype surrounding it. Since we started watching it and talking about it, everyone has wondered how we hadn’t seen it until now! Brooklyn 99 is a comedy based on a wonderfully mismatched group of NYPD detectives, and it’s laugh out loud funny in every episode. It’s your typical American sitcom (without the fake audience laughter, thank God) and it’s such a feel good show. Jake and Amy’s bond is the best, although Gina is 100% our favourite character, we die laughing at her! We’re still watching season one and we’ve got tons of episodes to get through; it’s great for when you don’t have lots of time but want to watch something before bed as each episode is only around 22 minutes, and it’s so easy to pick up where you left off!

Thank you so much for reading! I hope you enjoyed seeing what we’ve been watching recently, and fingers crossed it gave you a little inspiration of your next show to watch! What shows have you been loving recently? Have you got any recommendations that we need to watch?

-G x